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Ομολογώ πως ένα σοκ το έπαθα όταν άνοιξα το blog μετά από πολλούς πολλούς μήνες και είδα ότι το τελευταίο μου ποστ ήταν πριν από 1 χρόνο... 21/12/11 wow!!! Έχουν αλλάξει τα πάντα. Και δεν εννοώ μόνο στη ζωή μου, αλλά και εδώ. Κυριολεκτικά "εδώ"! Εδώ που γράφω τώρα το layout είναι εντελώς αλλαγμένο. Διαφορετικά κουμπάκια τριγύρω από το κείμενο που εμφανίζεται σιγά σιγά μπροστά μου και μπροστά σας. Τολμώ να πω πως με μια πρώτη ματιά οι αλλαγές στο "περιβάλλον" είναι όμορφες. Πιο clean cut.
Υπάρχει όμως ένα πράγμα που διαπιστώνω πως δεν έχει αλλάξει και μπορώ να υποθέσω ότι δεν θα αλλάξει. Η "αίσθηση" που σου αφήνει το να κάθεσαι μπροστά στον υπολογιστή και να "χτίζεις" το ποστ σου, να αφήνεσαι στις λέξεις, παραμένει γλυκιά. Ακόμη κι αν μιλάμε για 1 ποστ το χρόνο και όχι κάθε μέρα όπως κάποτε. Ο blogger hopkins υπάρχει 7 χρόνια τώρα. Είτε γράφει πολύ είτε ελάχιστα ως καθόλου.

Just dying

Φανταστικό βίντεο, τραγούδι, όλα...

I've got memories

I keep them away from me

They won't behave

Won't be what I want them to be


I've seen it all and it's all done

I've been with everyone and no one


So many squandered moments

So much wasted time

So busy chasing dreams

I left myself behind


I've seen it all and it's all done

I've been with everyone and no one


So this dying slowly

It seemed better than shooting myself

This dying slowly

It seemed better than shooting myself


These worms, darling

They're nibbling away at me

They go at it when I'm sleeping

Won't let me get to my feet


I've seen it all and it's all done

I've been with everyone and no one


So this dying slowly

It seemed better than shooting myself

This dying slowly

It seemed better than shooting -

If I could find the words to explain this feeling

I would shout them out

If I could find out all this, what's inside me

I would shout it out


So this dying slowly

It seemed better than shooting myself

This dying slowly

It seemed better than shouting it out


I make some coffee

Pull on that new pair of pants

I can get so far [?]

The feeling just falls away


I've seen it all and it's all done

I've been with everyone and no one


I'm just tired, baby

I just need to lay down

I'm just tired, darling

I just need to lay down

I'm just tired, baby

I just need to lay down

I'm just tired, darling

I just need to lay down

I'm just tired, darling

Another night in...

Το συνάντησα τυχαία σήμερα και θυμήθηκα πως αυτό είναι το πρώτο τραγούδι των Tindersticks που "ερωτεύτηκα" και πιθανόν μέσα από αυτό και το ίδιο το συγκρότημα. "And I can see you push your hair behind your ears..."

Greed's all gone now, there's no question
And I can see you push your hair behind your ears
Regain your balance
Doesn't matter where she is tonight
Or with whoever she spends her time
If these arms were meant to hold her
They were never meant to hold her so tight
For the love of that girl
Greed's all gone now, the panic subsides
When I could run, pulling arms to love her
Try to put myself on on the inside
For the love of that girl
Tears swell, you don't know why
For the love of that girl
They never fall, they can never run dry
For the love of that girl
Promise is never over, never questioned it needed reply
But she could breathe deep into my neck
Let me know I'm just on the outside

(Chorus)

Greed's all gone now, there's no question
And I can see you push your hair behind your ears
Regain your balance
Doesn't matter where she is tonight
Or with whoever she spends her time
If these arms were meant to hold her
They were never meant to hold her so tight

(Chorus)